issue 1: New Beginnings 

Something About the Apple’s Proximity to the Tree

Erin Kirsh

I

Negative

fifteen against a haybale
crunchy with frost

I smoke my father’s freezer cigarettes
in boots and britches too big

gird my spirit with nothing
but smoke

pulp my tongue
with stale tobacco,

all filters degraded.

Alight a light a light alight.
Out the cherry.

The butt will sleep under snow
raise no alarms till spring.

II

Lop a log on the fire
embers blush

at the couches
a little longer.

‘Another’ becomes a tangible increment
in the vice of night:

Scotch. Splinter.
Breath. Low.

Tired, but honour-bound:
watch the fire die

so there’s someone with it
when it goes.

III

Lockbox.
Hash.
Knife.
Stove.
Lung.
Floor.
Ceiling.
Future.
Future.
Future.
Future.

IV

I scoop ash from the fireplace
tap it to the apples of my cheeks
wear the past like foundation.
I hear on Ash Wednesday, Christians don
it on their foreheads to represent
repentance, but the only sorry I am
is for myself.
The mess stays under my nails
for days. The past, present.
Lodged in my crow’s feet.

Bad Air

Erin Kirsh

As virus swans through air, we consider
the long-dismissed miasma effect.
Basement-suited sweethearts, we trade
packeted masks, slick aloe
over nicked mastoid bones. Upstairs
a thump, the quarrel of strangers
who live overhead, scream walls
off their throats. Bad air, we say
and busy our hands scrubbing
black mold from corners.

Something cooks
in the neighbour’s kitchen
but it’s not food.
Guests come and go
under a haze of bleach,
ammonia, and night. They tromp
around, wallets open, bolt
cutters drawn. All day long
the hallways stink of tiger piss, smoke
oozes out a cracked window.

A cat lays on the neglected triplex lawn
sniffs chemical air, wonders what nature
of beast permeates the street.
His ears turn like satellites
for any vulnerable thing
to sink teeth into: the pap
of bee against quackgrass, birds
hopping soft at the roots of the cedar.

Sparrow doesn’t know
a predator hides nearby.
If she took to sour sky
she might have seen a cat,
a fight, bottles spilling rubber
tube intestines, bikes tipped
stripped of paint, ready for resale.

We find the bird legs stiff and skyward
blood wet on her crest, a memento
of being too slow to go. In crisis
all things are foremost portents
and only the things they are second.

Erin Kirsh is a writer and bookseller from Toronto. Her fiction, poetry, and essays have appeared in The Malahat Review, Alma, Arc Poetry Magazine, EVENT, CV2, and Geist, where she placed second in their postcard short story contest. Kirsh is pretty good at Super Smash Brothers, okay at guitar, and bad at guessing where tape starts on the roll. Visit her at www.erinkirsh.com.

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