Our Queer Histories

From the aisles of Canadian Tire to the beaches of Hawai’i’s Puna District, experience yearning. Travel not only in distance, but in time to joyfully attend gay bars in the ‘80s, ‘90s, and ‘00s. Feel the weight of losing a good friend, of regret. Watch parents accept neighbours but not their children. Join us in telling a few government officials to shove it where the sun doesn't shine, and in raising your glass to every incredible queer body. Smile at all the first kisses, dances, and choose-yourself-finallys. This collection invites you to witness what it means—what it’s always meant—to be a queer person navigating the world.

All this and more in the Eavesdrop’s first anthology. You can purchase a limited Canadian-made copy, listen to the audio here or on your preferred music fix service, or browse through the handmade digital version.

* Many pieces in our magazine include descriptions of violence, which some readers may find uncomfortable. Be sure to take care as you read and listen.

Welcome new and returning art lovers!

We always strive to be transparent in our work, and want to give you a brief explanation of why things look a little different moving forward. We are a small group of volunteers who are passionate about uplifting queer and other marginalized artists. We do everything ourselves in-house and don’t use AI for editing, email writing, webpage creation, social media, or in the curation process at all. Our capacity is limited, and we want to keep doing cool things! That is why we made the decision to no longer house each artist’s piece in an individual section, but to have one webpage for each issue with the accessible PWYC e-book download. It takes a lot of time to build the webpages, time that is precious and essentially spent elsewhere. We’ve also noticed that folx are not viewing each piece on the website the way they would with a physical copy or e-book. We are committed to fiscal accessibility, but also getting our artists’ work seen, felt, and heard by as many folx as possible. So, we are making our PWYC sliding scale e-book option available starting at $0, but we appreciate anything you can give to help us keep this mission alive.

Each audio performance will be housed on this page as well, so you can continue accessing our audio without utilizing a streaming service. We hope this transition is smooth, and we are always open to suggestions and feedback.

&& • AMBER DAWN • ANGELA • AO-ASEN • ARCA • BISHOP • BODO • BOTEJU • BRIENZA • BRUCE • CHAN • DESMARAIS III • DE VRIES • DUFRESNE • GAREAU • HATCH • HEALING • JOHNSTON • ISSENMAN • KAPLAN • MCFADDEN • MCKENNA • NEAL • PENNER • PERREAULT • RUSSELL •sajanlal • SALLAY-CARRINGTON • SANASSY • SCHULTZ • simpson • SMITH • TANAKA • VILLACA • YILDIZ • WYLDE

Our Queer Histories was created asynchronously from multiple locations in British Columbia, including the traditional, ancestral, and unceded territories of the Quw'utsun, Snuneymuxw, Snaw-Naw, Lək̓ʷəŋən, and W̱SÁNEĆ peoples. In our work, the Eavesdrop team strives to honour our commitments and obligations as uninvited guests on these territories. We are committed to the work of peace-building, taking meaningful action, and building equity from a place of gratitude and self- education. Please visit our Reconciliation page to learn more about how we are currently honouring our commitments.

Larissa Piva: Founder, Lead Audio Engineer, Assistant Editor, Typesetting, Fundraising, Media & Marketing

Claire Miller-Harder: Managing Editor, Typesetting and Layout, Media & Marketing

Lena Mutafov: Audio Engineer, First Reader, Proofreader

Cover image: “Our Bodies” by Alma Perreault, modelled by Bisungu Tychique

We would like to gratefully acknowledge the funding from the BC Arts Council’s Arts Impact grant that made this project possible.

Thank you also to our Eavesdrop subscribers who helped bring this Anthology into the world!

Laura Dawson

Sarah Sangster

Michael Lee de Vries

Greta

Terri Gower

M. Gordon

The University of Victoria

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Suggested donation is $10, but anything you can give helps our mission! If you can’t spare anything right now, don’t worry, you can still access the book. We are committed to accessible art. There are many free ways to support our mission, including, but not limited to, asking your local library to stock Eavesdrop, streaming our audio, putting us on your wishlist, subscribing to our RSS feed, following us online, or telling a friend about us!

Enjoy the audio version of Our Queer Histories. Most of the pieces are performed by the artists themselves, and it is curated to deliver an experience. Please enjoy here, or wherever you get your audio fix.

Foreword
Larissa Piva
Canadian Tire Body
Daryl Bruce
Gay, for Example
Foster Gareau
coven & cry
jaye simpson
processions
jaye simpson
Moonyeka
Jai Sallay-Carrington
Little Sisters v. Canada, Part 1
Amber Dawn
Little Sisters v. Canada, Part 2
Amber Dawn
Case File X: Identity Correction
Kath Healing
Small, Squishy, Smite! A Paladin's Journey
Donnie Ao-Asen
Lyn McLeod: The True Story of a Hogtown Starlet
Roméo Desmarais III
Protestors
Laurence Lewis Neal
Dear Louis-Philippe
Sophie Dufresne
According to the Rules of ’90s Lesbian Cinema
Emma McKenna
Queer Joy at the Open Mic
Margot Johnston
Blooming Together
Saivani Sanassy
floral memorial
Blair Brienza
A Good Son
Aaron Chan
Self Portrait of the Girl Who Didn’t Go to Nursing School
Nancy Issenman
We Were Boys
Adam Arca
The First Time I Kissed A Girl
KSC Hatch
How Do I Love You
Jia Yang Angela
every horror story begins with a fucked-up deer
Shaelin Bishop
Small Invasions
Meryem Yildiz
One Night Only
Kegan McFadden
The Joke
Emily Schultz
Spy Novel
Mitchell Bodo
The Enneagram Eight
Michael V. Smith
Bathroom Busts
&&
Fractured Walmart Flashback
Michael Russell
Beyond
Michael Lee de Vries
Trust
Marcela J. Villaca
On Praying the Price
anaum sajanlal
To Friends With Handlebar Moustache
Candie Tanaka
When Hateful Heatwaves
Désirée Penner
On Cakes, Mothers, and Icing Sugar Flowers
Tanya Boteju
Our Bodies
Alma Perreault
I Was Dancing in the Lesbian Bar
Allegra Kaplan
Ode to k.d. lang on the Cover of Absolute Torch and Twang
Allegra Kaplan
Afterword
The Eavesdrop Team